i need to work on.... | eyes's Blog

OKay - so here's the deal. I joined EP to try to fix some of my issues, and to kind of break out of my shell. I joined those ask me a question type groups hoping someone would ask me something that was outside my ever shrinking comfort zone and help me over come it. Didn't work.



So, now I'm thinking that maybe if I list some of the issues I know I need work on, maybe then I'll be forced to at least think about working on them. Might not work, but better than not trying anything at all.



1) The major issue that I hate hate hate is that I am becoming more and more repressed. I used to be able to be very open about sex and sexuality, but for the last 4-5 years I've been getting very very wary of any conversation that might lead people to believe that I am having sex or that I ever have had sex.



2) I've always been very tight-lipped about admitting the times when I am attracted to someone or have a crush. While there are currently no real people in that category, I need to deal with it.