i don't belong here | eyes's Blog


its weird. sometimes I feel like I really don't belong here. Like  I shouldn't post at all because I only post horrid things. I don't feel like I've made any progress as far as opening up goes, and I am completely unsure that I ever will.


I know its irrational because this is the sort of place where anyone can belong.


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Posted on 08:38PM on Nov 9th, 2007
i'm not even comfortable telling people when i'm losing my grip. I have never liked showing weakness, because that is where people have always hit me to do the most damage, so I stone wall everyone. I'm convinced that I stonewall myself to keep even ME from knowing what is really going on
Posted on 08:54PM on Nov 9th, 2007
It's ok not to make progress, you know. It's ok not to open up here either, under your current username. I certainly don't tell people when I'm losing my grip. And sometimes you do have to protect yourself from yourself too, although obviously this is not a state of affairs that can continue indefinitely. But I would say - take from here what you can, and what you will, not what you feel you must take. :)
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